Only 2 months left

Could it really be that I only have 2 months left before this new Baby B is here? Yea, that went really fast. It has been a great pregnancy, despite the nausea. But now I'm left with all these mixed emotions, to go right along with my mixed hormones. Part of me is absolutely thrilled. I can not wait to meet this little boy that is dancing around on my bladder and I think has recently taken up Tae kwon do. Part of me is terrified of the lack of sleep and pure PAIN that I know is awaiting me very shortly. It wasn't that long ago to "forget" what is going to happen. Another part is so excited for Rhys to have a little buddy. He really loves being around other kids. And the last little bit of me is so saddened that I wont be able to give all my attention to my sweet little boy. He has become my little buddy. I know him. And I know everything about him. I am so sad at the idea of possibly missing out on his little spirit growing because I'll be "distracted." I hope this isn't the case, and things will not change between us nearly as much as I am dreading. The whole idea of having two really hasn't quite sunk in yet.

So pretty much I am trying to spend all my time soaking up life with Rhys. Yes I am behind on laundry, and my house is under par when it comes to cleanliness. But why not? I only have so much energy and ability to bend that it doesn't matter. I will pick up and "nuggle" my boy any time he wants (which has been often. I'm sure my belly makes a nice cushy resting spot). For me, I need this time to be with just him. It is, after all, limited.

Is this normal? Any one have some great secret as to how I'm supposed to do this? But really, how do you even shower with 2 little munchkins??

"No crying today!!"

I had this thought a couple of days ago that our little one would not be very cooperative this morning for the ultra sound and we wouldnt get to find out what "it" is. When the dr. asked about it, I told him I just might cry if we dont. (Its kinda how I've been feeling lately, Im not all that into surprises). As soon as the Dr. started, thats exactly what he said... "NO crying today!"




Its a BOY!!!

and we are thrilled!

He's due on Valentines Day, 2011. I feel great after a very long sickly summer. It was not as bad as with Rhys, which I am so greatful for, but still sucked. This has been a really different pregnancy than before (like crazy insomnia, different feeling of sickness, way different cravings, ect.) but in alot of ways better. I couldn't go near chicken, yogurt, hamburgers, and sweet potatoes. But I loved salads, pork, fruit, rice krispies, ice cream, and potatoes. And other than being a complete surprise the night after my triathlon, it has been so exciting. So my boys will be 22 months apart and best buds. Cant wait!!

no excuses

I can totally give a laundry list of excuses as to why my blog has been lacking, but no one really wants that anyways right? Needless to say, after this weekend I will have a renewed sense of journaling (ok, really just pictures of our new house) for you! First I got to fly my mom out here to put on the finishing touches, she's so good at that!

welcome

ill take you on the grand tour later

dear 2009

Seriously, where did you go? I swear just a few days ago we were just getting acquainted. And now here we are, about to say goodbye. I'm very sad, you see, you were good to me. You brought about a real treasure, my baby boy, and for that I will always keep you close to my heart. You gave us many firsts that I am so grateful for. Justin graduated law school and became a guy with a career. You brought many people into our lives that will forever stay with us. Family time was especially good this year because I got to watch adorning people love on my little man. Holidays were given a new meaning and you gave me a new perspective on life. I have never loved, laughed or been happier in my entire life. We truly have been blessed more than I ever could have imagined, I only hope I can give half as much as we received. We lived and loved in Lake Oswego, Oregon like we would be here forever, but like that, all good things must come to an end.

2010- You have big shoes to fill. I won't lie to you, Im not sure you can top '09, but Im willing to let you try. You can start with our lease ending on our little home, so you better have something good lined up. Im sure this will be another year of firsts for us, so we are ready for any surprise you feel fitting. And I know our adventures will probably slow down a bit, but I promise to do my part to not let you go to waste. So lets start off right, maybe somewhere tropical...

Cheers to a new year!

kelly

the new...again

Ok, so hear it is!! The last and final switch. So I know following our families blog has been like a treasure hunt, but know that you are close to the end. Not that the grand prize is a anything spectacular, mostly just my life in pictures because words are more complicated, but hopefully worth your time. I cant guarantee any profound messages or witty commentary, but I will try my best. What I can garauntee is lots of pictures of my cute family...inticing enough??

And I say close to the end because I have major commitment issues (dont worry, justin knows... he has them too). Every now and then we just need a little change.